A Cry in the Dark

Friday, July 27, 2007

i'm tired, i'm cranky, and it just doesn't stop.....

Well, this term is almost done. Only three more weeks and I've knocked another one down. Of course, I'm off to Chicago again this week. So that throws a little bit of a monkey wrench into the works. Actually, between now and the middle of October, I think I might get to stay home four or five weeks. If I'm lucky, that is....

I'm tired. I'm cranky. And it just doesn't stop.

More people gone on the job front. We lost our Human Resources manager a couple of weeks ago. That brings the total "kill" tally up to 60 in 20 months. Almost 1/2 of the total staff of our company...gone.

Maybe I need a spanking to reset my mind. Maybe I just need a good night's sleep. Because that's the other problem that is rearing it's ugly head again. I can't sleep. Or I get to sleep and I wake up after a couple of hours. Or, like last night, I get to sleep and wake up six or seven times during the night. *sigh*

Those stupid voices in my head are bickering too much lately. You know the ones I'm talking about..... The nasty voice that tells me I'm being naive and stupid and too trusting and setting myself up to be hurt again. That bitch argues all night long with the one who wants to trust and love and accept what is being said as honest. *BIG SIGH* I wish I could find a gag that would work on that nasty bitch.....

It's sad when you WANT something like a car accident to happen, isn't it?

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

curiosity is eating me alive.....

Well....

I met His sisters and parents yesterday. Things went pretty well, but I’m dying to know.....

WHAT DID THEY SAY ABOUT ME WHEN WE LEFT??????????

The curiosity is eating me alive....


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