A Cry in the Dark

Saturday, June 24, 2006

am i really asking for too much?

I admit that I’m much more comfortable being in the background. It’s easier for me to just do what I’m supposed to do when I’m not in the spotlight. I don’t enjoy being the focus of attention. That’s just the way I am, the way I’ve always been.

Does that mean I shouldn’t get what I want, what I need, what I deserve? Do I really have to ask for it? Why can’t you just appreciate my value and give it to me? Am I not worth a little bit of effort on your part? I know.... It’s fine for me to make the compromises and I know my place. Why is it wrong to want to be considered as a priority every once in a while, though?

I don’t ask for a lot.... I just want to be considered as “important” at times. Is that really asking too much?

Posted by WistfulWench :: 9:38 AM :: 3 comments