A Cry in the Dark

Friday, July 07, 2006

he states it so well....

I recently stumbled across the blog of English Gentleman. In reading through some of his older postings, this one just explained, so much better than I have been able to, the way a butt plug makes me feel.

buttplug

This paragraph especially speaks to me:

"It’s paradoxical that being penetrated by a plug gives the submissive a feeling of being opened up. Rather than a sense that her anus is filled, and therefore blocked, it makes her aware of how available she is, both physically and emotionally. The plug helps bring her to a state of mind where the last vestiges of resistance, all thoughts of closing herself, of keeping anything in, have been extinguished. "

Yes, it is a reminder that there is nothing about my body that belongs to me. It is his to use as he wishes. When he uses the butt plug, or instructs me to use it in preparation for him, I cannot be anything but submissive. That physical reminder will NOT let me forget my place and his ownership of me.

Thank you, English Gentleman, for writing such a beautiful and descriptive post! You've put words to something I've tried many times to convey.

Posted by WistfulWench :: 3:07 PM :: 2 comments